Something on my mind ....

Have been busy with a lot of things recently. At least I have settled all my projects. After the second semester started, I've got a lot of demerit since then. Now my mark left 80 only and I will have a 'B' for my conduct .... I got 'A' for the past four years, this year will be my last year in school ... and I have to get a 'B' for my conduct. Sigh ... that doesn't really metter anymore ...

Really tired after coming back home these days. I had to go out during class and go march at the field everyday since last week. We will have combine school sports day on this coming friday, and we need to march during the opening and closing caremony. Its kinda boring since we were doing the same thing over and over again ... I had missed a lot of lesson. Hope I can still cope up with it ... I dont really like marching under the hot sun, but it's my last year in school, so I will do anything I wanted to while I still can. Now I'm really getting darker.

I have no regret joining Chung Ling School Band. Its just that I'm learning quite slow since I know nothing about music before I join band. I also happy that I joined the percussion section because its the most interesting section in this band. (in a lot of ways) I was put in flute section before, but then I switched to percussion after that. Met a lot of friends in band and most of them are quite fun to be with. Just like percussion section, theres a lot of funny guy and like to fool around.

SPM is coming soon. 'I will work hard for it'. I had been saying this phrase to myself since last year, but until now, I have done nothing yet. I wonder if all the human are the same... word comes out easily... but when it comes to doing it ... always end up nothing. Perhaps my laziness have something to do with it ... But I'm already trying to overcome it. I know that if I don't do well in this examination, it will be the end for me. No more future for me. But what can I do ? I don't really feel like studying at the moment.

When one grows up, there's even more things to think about. Many things is running on my mind. Feel really stress, and I don't know what to do. My birthday is coming. Soon, I will be a 17 year old young adult. I have to quit being like a kid. I have to be more mature and think more maturely. My life is getting worse. I don't know what am I living for. But how ? I wanted to just die like that ... so that I don't need to think about anything anymore. But I know that's not the right way ... If I do that, then I will be a coward that run away from problem.

Life is really full of dificulties. The older I get, the more things I need to think about... I want to further my studies, but I don't know if I really can do it ... feels like giving up. sigh... After failing myself so many times, I have lost my courage to try already. I don't dare to keep on trying again ... because I have the feeling that I might just fall down again. I tried not to think too much ... but I can't....
sigh ... I wonder where's my old self gone to ... where is the old crazy , happy-go-lucky , care-free Jun Kit gone to.

meow~~!

Teachers Day

Haha ! I should have update this post like a month ago ... but my laziness is keeping me from updating my blog ... lol

Here goes :

preparing...

started to eat ??

Our english teacher Mr.Tan

Ting Yao emo as always lol

me , PK, ah Chuen

Yong Sheng the muslim, Ken Jeen and Min Xiang

Raymond, Herh and Ken Jeen

they should give this two the best student award ! XD

boom boom ! fire power ! XD

what he's doing ??

Jiek and Raymond

Ting Yao act cute ... totally disgusting ! XD

PK and Chuen

Raymond and me

PK , Chuen, Jiek, Nicholas

my favourite teacher ! We call him 'entao eh' (the hansome) XD

meow~~!