Something on my mind ....

Have been busy with a lot of things recently. At least I have settled all my projects. After the second semester started, I've got a lot of demerit since then. Now my mark left 80 only and I will have a 'B' for my conduct .... I got 'A' for the past four years, this year will be my last year in school ... and I have to get a 'B' for my conduct. Sigh ... that doesn't really metter anymore ...

Really tired after coming back home these days. I had to go out during class and go march at the field everyday since last week. We will have combine school sports day on this coming friday, and we need to march during the opening and closing caremony. Its kinda boring since we were doing the same thing over and over again ... I had missed a lot of lesson. Hope I can still cope up with it ... I dont really like marching under the hot sun, but it's my last year in school, so I will do anything I wanted to while I still can. Now I'm really getting darker.

I have no regret joining Chung Ling School Band. Its just that I'm learning quite slow since I know nothing about music before I join band. I also happy that I joined the percussion section because its the most interesting section in this band. (in a lot of ways) I was put in flute section before, but then I switched to percussion after that. Met a lot of friends in band and most of them are quite fun to be with. Just like percussion section, theres a lot of funny guy and like to fool around.

SPM is coming soon. 'I will work hard for it'. I had been saying this phrase to myself since last year, but until now, I have done nothing yet. I wonder if all the human are the same... word comes out easily... but when it comes to doing it ... always end up nothing. Perhaps my laziness have something to do with it ... But I'm already trying to overcome it. I know that if I don't do well in this examination, it will be the end for me. No more future for me. But what can I do ? I don't really feel like studying at the moment.

When one grows up, there's even more things to think about. Many things is running on my mind. Feel really stress, and I don't know what to do. My birthday is coming. Soon, I will be a 17 year old young adult. I have to quit being like a kid. I have to be more mature and think more maturely. My life is getting worse. I don't know what am I living for. But how ? I wanted to just die like that ... so that I don't need to think about anything anymore. But I know that's not the right way ... If I do that, then I will be a coward that run away from problem.

Life is really full of dificulties. The older I get, the more things I need to think about... I want to further my studies, but I don't know if I really can do it ... feels like giving up. sigh... After failing myself so many times, I have lost my courage to try already. I don't dare to keep on trying again ... because I have the feeling that I might just fall down again. I tried not to think too much ... but I can't....
sigh ... I wonder where's my old self gone to ... where is the old crazy , happy-go-lucky , care-free Jun Kit gone to.

meow~~!

Teachers Day

Haha ! I should have update this post like a month ago ... but my laziness is keeping me from updating my blog ... lol

Here goes :

preparing...

started to eat ??

Our english teacher Mr.Tan

Ting Yao emo as always lol

me , PK, ah Chuen

Yong Sheng the muslim, Ken Jeen and Min Xiang

Raymond, Herh and Ken Jeen

they should give this two the best student award ! XD

boom boom ! fire power ! XD

what he's doing ??

Jiek and Raymond

Ting Yao act cute ... totally disgusting ! XD

PK and Chuen

Raymond and me

PK , Chuen, Jiek, Nicholas

my favourite teacher ! We call him 'entao eh' (the hansome) XD

meow~~!

Tagged by Janice

001. Real Name: (Wilson) Koay Jun Kit

002. Nickname(s):Kitkit, Junkitkit, Neko

003. Age:17 soon

004. Horoscope:Leo

005. Gender: Male

006. Elementary: Tadika Grace

007. Primary school: SJK(C) Shang Wu

008. Secondary school: Chung Ling High School

009. College: soon ... lol

010. Hair colour: Black brown

011. Hair length: approx 10cm ...

012. Loud or Quiet: Quiet

013. Sweats or Jeans: Sweats

014: Phone or camera: Phone

015. Health Freak: Yesh I think lol

016. Drink or Smoke: neither

017. Do you have a crush on someone: Nope

018. Eat or Drink: Drink ! Its easier ! XD

019. Piercings: nopie nope

020. Tattoos: no way

021. Social or Anti-social: depends on my mood

022. Righty or lefty: I'm Ambidextrous

023. First piercing: not yet ...

024. First relationship: hmm ...

025. First Best Friend: you expect me to remember this kind of stuff ?? -.-

026. First Award: umm ... when I was in primary school ??

027. First Kiss: waiting for someone to take it ... lol

028. First Pet: I won't be allow to have pet in the house

029. First Big Vacation: umm ... no idea ... my vacation was not like a vacation ...

030. First Love at first sight: not telling ! XD

031. First Big Birthday: sigh ...

032. First Surgery: hmm ...

033. First sport you joined: badminton

034. Orange or Apple juice: Apple juice

035. Rock or Rap: Rock !

036. Country or Screamo: dunno

037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: huh ??

038. Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera: Britney

039. Night or Day:Night

040. Sun or Moon: Moon !

041. TV or Internet: Internet

042. Playstation or XboX: playstation

043. Kiss or hug: either

044. Iguana or turtle: turtle ?? lol

045. Spider or bee: beee ! lol

046. Fall or spring: spring

047. Limewire or iTunes: iTunes

048. Soccer or baseball:soccer

049. Eating: chocolate

050. Drinking: milk

051. Excitement level:normal

052. I'm about to:commit suicide

053. Listening to: Diamond Crevasse - May'n

054. Plan for today: complete this tag

055. Waiting for: the day i get my freedom

056. Energy Level:normal

057. Thinking of someone: myself lol

058. Want kids: kids are annoying

059. Want to get married: dunno yet

060. When: stupid question

061. How many kids: stupid question

062. Any name on the mind: no

*063 & 064 is missing *

065. Mellow future or wild:dunno la ...

066. Something you would never try: i will try every thing ... lol

067. Which is the better in the girl you like(in the future): this you don't need to know ... lol

068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes

069. Romantic or Funny: both

070. Shorter or Taller:shorter

071. Older or Younger: age isn't a problem

072. Romantic or Spontaneous: both

073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: no idea ... -.-

074. Sensitive or Loud: sensitive

075. Hook-up or Relationship: not interested

076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: Hesitant

077. Muscular or normal: normal

078. Kissed a stranger: what do you think ??

079. Broken a bone: no

080. Lost glasses or contacts: no

081. Ran away from home: soon ....

082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: i have my own gun lol

083. Killed somebody: uncountable

084. Broken someone's heart:dont know

085. Had your heart broken: my heart is still functioning lol

086. Been arrested: nope

087. Cried when someone died: hmm ...

088. Fallen for a friend: =.=

089. Do you believe in yourself: yesh

090. Miracles: no

091. Santa claus: i always see santa in the mall ... lol

092. Heaven: i prefer hell

093. When do you want to die: anytime

094. Tooth Fairy: =.=

095. Kiss on the first date:nope

096. Angels:devil yes

097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: nope

098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now: no ...

099. Do you believe in God:depends ...

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people:

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Meow~~!